10 Lessons I Learned After My Breakup The one thing I learnt in last few months after the worst breakup is forgiving myself before getting on the process of forgiving the other person. So a bit of back story I found the love of my life and spent 3 beautiful years. We had our differences but…

These are letters to my love. I consider him as my soulmate and love of my life. He is my kryptonite and he is my strength. He made me fall in love with him madly. He is my home. Somebody who would never give up like families never give up…

What is love? Is it blind? Is it rational? Is it peaceful? Is it chaotic? Is it the flicker in the eyes? Is it the trembling of the lips? Is it threatening? What is love? Is it beautiful? Is it ugly? Is it ever so changing? Is it stagnant? Is it You? Is it my desire? Is it him? Or is it all of us? A chemical reaction? Or something beyond our understanding? Is it a coincidence? Is it written in the stars?

All this time trying to understand You. All this time trying to forgive You. All this time hoping You are doing okay. All this time neglecting the reality of You being blind. All this time not realizing how quickly You discarded me. All this time disregarding my own pain. All this time making it about You. All this time lost reminiscing the memories when it meant nothing to You. All this time getting sudden burst of pain overflowing from the corners of my eyes.

I hold this love in my heart and I can feel it radiating through my skin. To just feel it resurfacing even for few moments is enough. Maybe I am giving it to the wrong person. But what’s the point of holding it in. I carry the love of my…

Boo, Healing is not linear. I realized it today. Scrolling Instagram today, came across a post that just took me back to you. In an instant my eyes teared up and I could feel someone reaching inside and squeezing my heart. The pain in my rib cage returned. Just like…

Boo, Faith can have different meanings. But we don’t have any other choice but to have faith. It’s like you have faith and you practice faith because we can never know anything for certain. For example I felt I know you boo but as it turns out I don’t. We…

Boo, “Ok S****, I will call you tonight. But please understand this will be a one time thing.” I often read this email of yours. It reminds me how cold you have become. When I read the mail that I sent you to which you replied this, makes me wonder…

Boo, Today went out with a friend and somehow ended up on the route to your home. She didn’t realize it that it will end up giving me a bad anxiety attack. To take the same route i used to take while visiting you. It was like someone reached inside…